mmm... tortillas

Yesterday, my company had this extravagant summer luau party, and as far as the eye could see there was food, dessert and drinks. I wasn't even going to put myself in that situation, but I felt like I should make an appearance with the rest of my team; I think I lasted maybe 20 minutes. You want to talk about torture? Put yourself in a room full of deliciousness imaginable and drink nothing but water. I ran away as fast as I could, but it kind of set the mood for the rest of the evening.

By the time I got home, I was beyond the point of hungry, so I made some of that delicious chicken flavored soup and a nutrition bar and sat my ass on the couch. I felt satisfied for about 20 minutes. Then out of no where, visions of soft tortillas were floating around in my mind. I couldn't make the thoughts stop. All I wanted was a tortilla. Tortillas aren't even something I've ever craved before. Who the hell craves plain tortillas?!

I made an effort to forget about the tortillas and eat some Jell-O. You know what Jell-O doesn't taste like? Fucking tortillas. You know what did help? Forcing myself to pass out at 9:30pm. I did manage to lose 3 pounds since yesterday morning though, so there's that.

Starting weight: 273.4
Today's weight: 270.1
Height: 5'8"
Surgeon's goal: 180
Personal goal: 160